Week 4
A lot have been going on this week...
Too many in fact...
My life is like a roller coaster this week...
Well, not exactly...
More downs than ups....
Been too busy lately....
Emotionally unstable as well...
Maybe from my face, you see that I'm quite carefree...
But no one knows what's going on in my mind....
No one knows what my heart is thinking...
I feel this world is full of people who are prejudice towards me...
Week 4.... Definitely not a good week for me..
I don't wanna say much anymore...
All this sad stuff is making my feelings more numb...
I wanna cry... But I can't...
I wanna laugh.. But I can't..
I can smile... But it seems very fake...
If my really really good friends can see what I'm writing right now, I'm sure they will know what is happening in my life right now...
Life must go on...
But it won't be as easy as before..
I don't really know whether this is life...
My life before was full of fun and happiness..
But now, it's dull and sad...
What is going on??
I know that I made mistakes before...
But this is really not the time to really put me down like this...
I even feel my friends here.... Are not my friends...
I feel like they're trying to push me away..
I think I need to be with my old friends way back in high school...
I really feel happy with them..
As for now, my feelings are really numb...
I can say that I completely lost my feelings...
What has cut my heart will never heal...
The cut will remain open forever...

Friday, September 26, 2008 [DeathTeaM]†BlaNc† Sprayed.
愛不疚 by Raymond Lam (Moonlight Resonance Soundtrack)

sau chong joi ngaan mau
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seung pooi wooi joh yau
常徘徊左右
ngoi chaai do moot yau

愛猜到沒有 

yue faai woon siu hau
愉快玩笑後 

nung chuen yin tui hau

能全然退後 

nei hoi sum jau guw
你開心就夠

je jung gum gok taai chan hau

這種感覺太親厚 

gong yut cheen gooy ya but guw

講一千句也不夠 

ga si gong liu nei ting do hau

假使講了你聽到後 

waat wooi jau

或會走 

je jung loon ngoi taai hon yau

這種戀愛太罕有

but sui jan jing yung yau

不須真正擁有

sing chuen

成全 

chung sum jook fook yin hau

衷心祝福然後 

jau fong sau

就放手





fong sau

放手 

fong hoi soh yau

放開所有 

bei chi gung ji yau

彼此更自由 

fong sau

放手 

kei sut ngoh juet fei ngoi dut but gau

其實我絕非愛得不夠 

fong sau

放手 

kwoot chut soh yau

豁出所有 

waan yau je goh hho yau

還有這個好友

yee ging

已經

yee ging juk gau

已經足夠





yiu yuen si yue jau

遙遠是宇宙 

jing jing joi booi hau

靜靜在背後 

hui hon sau jau gau

去看守就夠 





je jung gam gok taai chan hau

這種感覺太親厚 

gong yat cheen gui ya but gau

講一千句也不夠 

jik si yut saat yau gwoh chung dung

即使一剎有過衝動 

waan nei sau

挽你手 

je jung loon ngio taai hon yau

這種戀愛太罕有 

but sui jan jing yung yau

不須真正擁有 

sing chuen

成全 

doh se but dat ying yeen

多捨不得仍然 

see fong sau

是放手





fong sau

放手 

fong hoi soh yau

放開所有 

bei chi gung ji yau

彼此更自由 

fong sau

放手 

kei sut ngoh juet fei ngoi dut but gau

其實我絕非愛得不夠 

fong sau

放手 

kwoot chut soh yau

豁出所有 

waan yau je goh hho yau

還有這個好友 

yee ging

已經 

yee ging juk gau

已經足夠





fong sau

放手 

ngoh dikhin gwa

我的牽掛 

jaau but do jun tau

找不到盡頭 

fong sau

放手 

kei mong nei hung fook sam moh do yau

期望你幸福甚麼都有

ya hui

也許 

ngoi hun sum hau

愛很深厚 

yin yee ngoh jo hon dut tau

然而我早看得透 

fong sau

放手 

ji hoh yung yau

至可擁有



Lyrics by: TVB IS COOL


Wednesday, September 24, 2008 [DeathTeaM]†BlaNc† Sprayed.
Week 3
Time seems to be passing by very fast...
It's already the end of week 3...
Another 5-6 weeks and I'll be back in Sandakan...
It's starting to get busy...
Assignments, projects, presentations...
All coming at once...
Stress level mounting up really high...
I just handed CS122 assignment yesterday...
Now I have to complete CS133 lab assignment by Monday....
Then have to do documentation for CS122 group project...
Stress... Stress.... Stress....
What to do...
Short semester is like that...
I just hope that I pass both subjects..
I don't wanna repeat anymore....
Very stress...
Sigh....
The week after week 4 is holiday....
Still no plans till now....
I dunno about my friends here...
The genting trip is being left aside for now...
I hope that there will be something interesting to do during the week long break...
Maybve try to find some of my high school friends and hang out together...
It's been quite a long time since I last saw them...
LOL...
Been downloading a lot of movies...
Especially the cantonese series...
You guys ever heard of Moonlight Resonance??
Hahaha...
I've downloaded till episode 37.. I think...
Hahaha...
I support college's DC++ software....
Gotta stop here...
Need to continue with my lab assignment...
Chiaozzz...

Saturday, September 20, 2008 [DeathTeaM]†BlaNc† Sprayed.
Week 2
This is the end of Week 2..
Another 2 weeks and there will be a week break for short semester students...
Although its only week2, but the stress level is mounting up very high...
1st week of class already give assignment to do...
Then this week give the group project...
Think we all bionic robots ahh??
I'm human laaa...
Multi tasking also need time de ahhh...
The 1st assignment also not yet complete, give group project...
MCB...
This is one of the reasons why I didn't wanna come to KL....
Coz this sem is short sem...
Time is damn limited...
The subjects are long semester subjects...
Long semester subjects on a short semester...
Quite unfair laaa..
Damn...
I hate it here...
Everything is a rush...
Rush rush rush....
Come on laa...
I need time to calm down also...
This weekend will be very lonely...
Coz my friends all not staying in hostel...
I think only me alone here...
Haih...

Friday, September 12, 2008 [DeathTeaM]†BlaNc† Sprayed.
Week 1
WEEK 1 DOWN....

8 MORE WEEKS TO GO!!!!

Saturday, September 06, 2008 [DeathTeaM]†BlaNc† Sprayed.
Uni Life
So far...
It kinda sucked...
It's my 2nd day here..
I just finished my 8am class...
And the weather isn't helping...
So bloody dull..
I miss KK..
I miss Sandakan...
I miss home...
I miss my parents...
I miss my baby...
2 months please fly quickly...
I wanna go home...
T.T

Around week 5, we have a week's break...
If I was in KK, I was sure to go back home...
But now that I'm in KL, I don't think I can do so...
Damn...
Haih...
Damn sucky life now...
I can't wait for it to end....

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 [DeathTeaM]†BlaNc† Sprayed.
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